i think if one day i vanished nobody would notice the difference.
i swear i was crazy yesterday.
i was so hyper before training and at the beginning of training i was super solemn.
idk why i think a wave of reality suddenly swept over me.
i was thinking and thinking during training about... well, everything.
haha oh yeah, i was reflecting. that's the word.
i was super angry, with a lot of people, at a lot of things.
about life, how unfair it is, how some people just get away with maaany things and get what they want.
and i kinda noticed that the only person i could trust was myself.